73. seventeen poems (full version)

Christmas Eve 
feeling
overwhelmed

Christmas Eve
why is everyone 
so far away?

Christmas Eve
baking another apple pie
alone

Christmas Eve
when will this all
be over?

Christmas Eve
why has all the snow
already melted?

Christmas Eve
another 14 miles 
to go

Christmas Eve
the house where i grew up
who’s living there now?

Christmas Eve
hearing my father singing
jing-ku-pah

Christmas Eve 
standing in front of the tree
holding sparklers

Christmas Eve
mom and pop and lee and me
all together again

Christmas Eve
enjoying the memories
that’s all

Christmas Eve
the lights on the tree twinkling
....twinkling

Christmas Eve
schnitzel and potato salad
and split pea soup

Christmas Eve
oohing and aahing
opening presents

Christmas Eve
wrote fifteen poems
some sad, some happy

Christmas Eve
wrote sixteen poems
by candle light

ho - ho - ho
and ho
that’s it!